It's been awhile...

Everyday I think to myself that I need to blog but I don't end up having time at the end of the day or am just too exhausted. I don't think this will be as light hearted and sarcastic as usual. I have been struggling lately. Not because I am running ragged and my calendar has something just about every day...well wait- I counted- there are 4 days in September that I don't have anything to do. By anything to do I mean- I don't have to do anything after class or internship (other than homework)...I have been stressing out because of the pressure I have from my dad wanting me to go right to grad school. It's not that I don't want to. Trust me, going right to grad school seems SO much more simple then actually getting a job and taking care of myself financially. I know he has good intentions for pushing me to go right away- I just don't think it will be the best thing for me, plus I really want to do an MBA program. And those don't typically accept kids right out of college...not good ones anyways. I am pretty overwhelmed by everything.

I get so angry because when I plan things out so carefully and people agree to times and meeting times and then change it at the last minute or realize they can't do it- I realize things come up. But ya know- It's like- people just think you should work around their schedules and that they shouldn't have to compromise at all.

Today the Regional Consultant is here from National and I picked her up 15 minutes late because I got stuck behind traffic. FML. Then I locked my keys in my trunk- I had to pull down my seat and crawl into the trunk to get my keys another FML. REALLY!? Then as I was driving down the road I silently panicked and wondered where my phone was- did I leave it at the meeting place? Did I crush it in the trunk door? NO, it was in my back pocket- thank GOD!

So then she receives a phone call- I turn off the music. This is when I realized everything in the front of my car was jirating, squealing and making ridiculous amounts of noise. YES- Sally is on her way out. She might be mad that I un-bedazzled her. (I took the beads off the mirror)...They were getting to old and dirty looking. So after my 8:30AM day to my way home 10:30PM I stop at a gas station to be able to get some gas so I can be reimbursed from driving 2 and 1/2 hours that day...It asks me if I want a receipt and for the FIRST time in my life I accept- what happens...it doesn't print. I sat there and pondered staring at this machine for about 15 minutes until I took a pic of it to give to the treasurer and then I walked inside and explained the situation---he just printed me out one in like 2 seconds....REALLY?

Hopefully in 29 days I can breathe....We will see.

Until then- don't expect many posts.